- I want to go surfing as much as possible ( need to learn)
-see a psychologist ( at least once and a while)—- I gotta move on
-Run Run & Run
-take a summer class
- go to church regularly at grace chapel — connect with people
-help mom around the house more
- record a video / song with dad
it isn’t that I don’t deserve more, I believe I deserve to be treated better than I have in the past… but i always doubt that there will ever be a guy who agrees with me… so times goes on , and in the meantime i just have flashbacks of the way I was treated… and so far that is all I know.